Get rid of it? What does that mean? Hide it like you do? Naaaa...I (!) don't have anything to hide. (in spite of what you say)
Lisa, ....there's one little thing you should realize, .... it really doesn't matter "what" you tell people (btw: I've seen stuff you wrote, so please don't go there 'cause you won't be able to explain those messages either), what matters is that as soon as you see that I'm in touch with anybody (since "looking for what I do and who I talk to" seems to be all you're doing all day long), ... you immediately write them and try to be "buddy buddy". Although you have absolutely no reason to even "know" those people, let alone get in touch with them through myspace, facebook and all the other channels ...you don't know ANY of them but yet all of a sudden you write them (?) Please stop saying that alllll those people contact you. I have many many many emails and messages sent to me where you are the one contacting them. And btw: I ALWAYS keep my private life private, .... until I (as usual) get the question: "why on earth is your ex writing me?"
Lisa, I hate to break it to you but this behavior has a official name, ..it's called stalking!
You hate my guts, right? You don't want me to have anything to with you, right? You don't want me to see my own daughter, right? And so many other things, .... but yet, you can't seem to be able to stop yourself from cruising the internet 24/7, asking people all kinds of questions, trying to find out who I speak to, what I do, where I go etc .... Don't you think those people you ask all those questions talk to me?
I'm sorry Lisa, .... but it's sick ...
and (for your own sake at least) you shouldn't be doing this.
Seriously, ...I'm not trying to talk "bad" to you, pleased don't take it as such, .....I am concerned!!
Concerned for you, .... concerned for me and MOST IMPORTANT, concerned for CHLOE.
NO, I didn't say that you are not treating her right .... do NOT start to turn my words around now, ok? I've seen you with her and I know you love her to pieces. Oh and btw: ...so do I but that's none of your concern, huh?
OK, ok ok, ...that wasn't nessecary and I appologize for this, but can you even for a split second imagine how frustrating it is to me not to be able to spend time with her because you won't let me? I am craving to see her, hold her, feel her, smell her, hear her giggle and go babababababa when I move my finger over her mouth. Arrrrrghhhhh don't get me started.

Here's the story .... (why am I even trying ...again?)
Here I am again, feeling bad for you "knowing" that you feel miserable when I have a shoot, that you feel miserable when I go to a meeting, that you feel miserable when people tell you that they had a great time during the shoot, etc, etc ....but I have told you this over and over again .... you are making yourself miserable, Lisa.
That's why I say ... for your own sake, .... stop imagining things that aren't there and please stop acting like this.

Hey face it, it's never been my choice to blur this out here on the internet (you are the one who did this continuously, remember?) but you can't seem to be able to write anything else then your "made up" stories in your regular emails, and since you wrote here on this page (I know it wasn't meant to be on my page but it was there anyway....hahaha I can only imagine who you were writing this to, ...remember you made the same mistakes on redclouds? ...Sorry but it struck me as "funny for a minute, since they ARE the same people, .... how embarrassing, huh?).
..... where was I ? .... oh yeah, .......since you wrote on this page I took the moment to try to show you what it might look like from an outsider's point of view. Now, please ...as I said before ...please, don't take all this too much the wrong way, ok? I am merely trying to point out to you that this kind of behavior is ....not healthy and...as always ... I worry for you.

Just ..... don't ....ask ....why

I don't have the answer either.

One last thing .....
please ....PLEASE, even though you hate my guts ..... give Chloe a hug from me.

I love her!!!